Ling Momo took a deep breath, her fingers trembling violently. Finally, she steeled herself and clicked confirm.
Enson had completely disappeared from her WeChat.
Then, she tossed her phone aside and stared blankly out the window, unsure how long she stood there before she walked towards the bed like a ghost. Halfway there, she saw a piece of paper on the floor and slowly bent down to pick it up.
It was filled with line after line of graceful handwriting.
Thirteen lines in total.
They were the words of confession she had intended for Enson.
Reading them, Ling Momo’s heart began to ache more and more.
She had always thought she just had a crush on Enson, but now she realized she had fallen so deeply, so intensely in love with a man she had never met!
He had already made a home in her heart, buried deep within her soul, and now, she had just deleted him like that!
Her earlier resolution to delete him was now met with an unexpected reluctance.
Although she knew a prolonged pain was worse than a short one, Ling Momo thought she just couldn’t let go of him. She could stay silent about her feelings and keep chatting with him, stay friends...
But the screen displayed, "Sorry, this user cannot be found!"
Ling Momo entered it again, only to see the same message.
Her fingers shook as she repeatedly typed, the phone repeatedly displaying, "Sorry, this user cannot be found!"
Ling Momo didn’t know how many times she had tried until she finally despaired.
The last glimmer of hope was gone...
Enson had completely vanished from her world.
You’re wonderful, the best of all the people I’ve ever met. I feel so lucky to have known you, even though it’s unfortunate that I can’t have you.
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I think I’ve fallen for you, knowing there’s no outcome, knowing it shouldn’t be, but still unable to control myself...
I don’t care about status, money, benefits, or anything at all. I just simply want to be with you, but it’s impossible...
I don’t have much warmth, but I want to give it all to you, to chase away all the gloom in this world for you, but you don’t need it...
Would you let me waste my years away for you, with no regrets or complaints?
I can’t explain why I love you, but I know that you are the reason why I can’t love anyone else.
Thank you for entering my world. Even though I am not your world, you are my entire world.
I’ve been waiting for someone who can put an end to my lonely story, but I never thought you’d be the beginning of my life’s loneliness...
I didn’t come into this world because of you, but you make me love the world even more. However, it’s okay, I won’t make it hard for you...
I want to make breakfast for you, wash your white shirts, bear a child for you, raise him with you, and grow old together. Don’t be afraid; it’s my dream...
I don’t want to be your everything, just to be your favorite part is enough. I don’t want a part, just a little bit is fine...
Enson, in the end, I am so grateful to you for giving me such a wonderful experience, and that’s all it can ever be...
[End of today’s part, will continue tomorrow! Book City seems to be out of sync, ~~~]