In this new life, Shao Cheng was unable to stay angry for a long time when it comes to this irritating man, he also seemed to be incapable to put up a resistance when resolving to put a certain distance from him, as Shao Cheng felt wholly reluctant to do so.
It might be because, in the previous life, as a spirit or a ghost, Shao Cheng has been constantly by Ren Yuan side.
So to think about distancing himself from the man in the first is going to be a hopeless endeavor to do so, after all, not only it has become a habit of being by the man side, Shao Cheng was also spoiled by the previous Ren Yuan that act like he was staying by his side after the war was over.
It also doesn't help the fact that Shao Cheng felt at ease and comfortable from all of those intimate actions of theirs, even though there is no love or romantic feeling involve, but the man's existence has become Shao Cheng's entire focus of everything that he will be doing later on.
After all, Ren Yuan has become his solace in this new life, he can't just let go and treat the man the same as the other people, in some way, Ren Yuan is going to be a special existence, Shao Cheng should have known about it.
"... Ren Yuan, I am not a good person"
Leaning his head to the older man's shoulder in frustration, Shao Cheng couldn't help but whisper those words, after all, he will not be able to hide what kind of a person he really is, especially when the man is dangerously sharp, which Shao Chen was still unable to figure out about why this man seemed to be gullible to his half fake lies and acts.
However, the reply of the older man has cause Shao Cheng eyes to close in defeat, that voice that carried great determination, appearing to be fearless, so courageous about his confidence of what he does, left Shao Cheng unable to continue resisting which has also seemed to open up something deep within him, about what, he doesn't really know.
"I can tell that already by staying with you for a long time you are quite annoying, troublesome and doesn't listen to my words at all, really not cute at all! Besides, I believe that there isn't a perfect person in this world, how could there be an absolutely a good person? At least, I know that I am not a good one."
Whitey, as long as you are good to me and don't betray me, then why would that all matter in the end?
"... You don't really know the real me..."
"Well, we just met for a few days, how could I know all about you? Shouldn't I just learn more about you later on, since we are going to be friends for a long time right?"
A wry smile suddenly appeared on Shao Cheng lip but his sapphire eyes continue to brighten up with unknown emotions, the dark thought that continues to plague his mind has lessened up a bit, before leaning back as he raises his head to face the man once more.
"Alright then... so let us be an official friend now?"
"Whitey, I have been treating you as a friend for a while now. So of course, we are friends!"
Suddenly, a satisfied grin quickly appeared on Ren Yuan's face causing his delicate and exquisite features to light up, becoming so attractive, especially when those peach blossom grey eyes shine so dazzling that Shao Cheng couldn't help but stare at it with a darkened eyes, before something flash on his mind that he was unable to catch about what it was all about.
However, Shao Cheng knew the fact that there is this feeling that wants the man to focus on him more among everyone else he knows off, to become the center of attention on those dazzling eyes of his, oh, it is not a romantic feeling, it was just a dark selfish thought of being quite used to be the only person on that man eyes in the previous life that Shao Cheng doesn't like the thought of him, focusing to others more other than him.
Which isn't good at all, this is one of the reasons why Shao Cheng has wanted to have a certain distance to the man but this person has put a stop to it which Shao Cheng believe to be an unfortunate thing to do.
Hey Ren Yuan, I am quite obsessed with you
Shao Cheng could tell that his obsession with this person might not be a good thing, after all, Shao Cheng completely knew what kind of a person he is.
His obsession with his biological younger brother in the first life, has lead him to performs many uncertain matters in the previous life, and now, his entire focus has become the person before him.
Really, will Ren Yuan be able to handle it? Shao Cheng sometimes goes far beyond of what he should do, in the past, at first Chang Pei didn't want to become the Emperor, it was him that has decided to do so and has caused that previous life to become develop that way.
And here, Shao Cheng has thought that restraining himself and putting some control about his actions would limit about what he can and cannot do later on at least something that deemed acceptable.
Hey Ren Yuan, you have asked me to follow you in the previous life and I accepted it now you don't want me to distance myself from you, then I accept it again So Ren Yuan, no matter what happens later on in the future, don't regret it alright?
Shao Cheng just hopes that it wouldn't turn a miserable one just like his previous life.