Chapter 50: V3C26: There Seemed To Be A Ghoul In My Heart (2)
I was in the punching position, like a clumsy idiot. Suddenly, I felt myself so hilarious and dumb.
I scratched my head in confusion. Maybe it was my hallucination just now?
“Was it just an illusion…”
Speaking of that, the voice rang a bell.
I strongly felt I had heard of it somewhere before, but I wasn’t sure.
Where did I hear it…
(It was your own voice.)
Ah, so it was. Wasn’t this my own voice?
The reason why I didn’t recognize it at once was because the voice heard through other channels was slightly different from the voice one heard when speaking. You see, after playing your own voice in the record, didn’t you doubt—“Is this my voice?”
……Mmm?
“F**k! Why can I hear my own voice?!”
Realizing this suddenly, I yelled, grabbing my head in my arms.
To think carefully what the hell was going on! Were there any relevant incidents… Ah!
Yes! That moment!
When Ye Liu Su transferred to Lian Bing, what I heard was also my own voice!
However, because what happened later made me too occupied to think about other things, it slipped my mind. But at that moment, “someone” did caution me.
Was this… Was I also schizophrenic?
(No, not right.)
! ! !
My voice rang in my mind again! Now, it was certain that this voice was not my delusion!
Having affirmed, I was able to deal with it calmly.
I stood there and started to try to communicate with ‘him’.
“What are you? Why are you in my mind? Are you a split of me from my schizophrenia?”
Just like Lian Bing and Moe Bing, maybe I also had a split of me… but why were there no signs at all?
(Not like that. I, I am a ghoul living in your heart.)
“What?!”
A ghoul? Damn it. Did that mean I had been be possessed by a ghoul sometime?!
But I shouldn’t have the potential to be a murderous ghoul. I, a delicate toy boy, didn’t appear to be murderous at all…
Ah yuck! I wasn’t a toy boy!
(Hehe, I’m not a ghoul in that sense. Well, in short, I won’t hurt you.)
Only ghouls believed you! Ah…no, it was supposed to be that even if you were a ghoul, I wouldn’t believe you!
What was the catch of this guy?
Did he intend to possess my body, or devour this part of my personality?
There was no way to reassure myself, and I felt anything could happen.
(I originally didn’t want you to know my existence, but it was not easy for me to get this opportunity, so I couldn’t help telling you.)
Didn’t want me to know ‘his’ existence?
Why?
And now he voluntarily revealed himself? Because he couldn’t helping doing so? Why couldn’t help doing so?
Speaking of it, he knew what was in my mind, didn’t he? If so, wouldn’t I completely lose my freedom and be totally under his control?
There were too many doubts and questions now. But of course I couldn’t ask him directly about these, so I just asked.
“What do you mean? Can’t you speak to me anywhere anytime?”
(I couldn’t before, but now I can. But… even though I can, I will only talk to you when you are “alone”. So… let’s talk next time.)
“What! Hey! Wait! Am I not alone now?”
“Cheng!”
“Uuu!”
It was Moe Bing’s voice!
It came from the distance in the rear.
Was it because of Moe Bing that this ghoul concealed himself?
He actually attached himself to my body. What exactly did he want to do… No idea at all.
Would he only talk to me when I was alone… It seemed I had no choice but to wait until I went back home.
Now, I’d better join Moe Bing first.