Seeing Mo Jun , Xia Pu knew what she was thinking. She tentatively asked, "Xiaopu, can you still not let go of him?"
Xiaopu was momentarily stunned. She looked up and smiled, "Why do you ask that?"
Mo Jun also laughed, "It just feels like you haven’t let him go."
"I..." Xiaopu didn’t know how to answer. Indeed, she hadn’t let go. Pei Yuanze was the man she loved the most in this lifetime. How could she just let go?
"Xiaopu, do you still love him?" Mo Jun sat beside her and asked.
Feeling the need to confide in someone, Xiaopu didn’t avoid the question and directly nodded, admitting, "Yes, I still love him."
Mo Jun was a bit puzzled, "Is he really that good?"
Xiaopu shook her head with a smile, "I don’t know what’s good about him, but I just like him. I liked him from the first glance... I know I shouldn’t, I tried to forget him, but I just can’t. I thought marrying him would make me very happy, but I didn’t expect it to be the beginning of my unhappiness... But Xiaoyun, you know, even if my life isn’t happy, I still can’t forget him... Maybe, only when I’m dead can I forget him."
Mo Jun didn’t expect her to like Pei Yuanze so much.
She couldn’t say anything to dissuade her, because liking someone is beyond control. If she could easily let go of Pei Yuanze, Xiaopu wouldn’t be in so much pain.
As if that wasn’t enough, her health was also not good now.
Mo Jun asked her, "Since you like him so much, why did you still divorce him? Didn’t he say he’d take good care of you and your child?"
Xiaopu was a little stunned, she took a while to answer, "But a marriage without love is ultimately painful. I also wanted to give him freedom, I didn’t want to bind him because of my health... In the end, I didn’t want to die in front of him..."
Maybe that last reason was the most important.
She didn’t want her beloved to see her in her worst state.
Mo Jun understood her. Xiaopu just wanted to preserve some beautiful memories for both of them. Even if there were regrets, they would be worth remembering.
She hoped that Pei Yuanze would remember her...
Just like her in her past life, agreeing to divorce Hao Yansen was also because she didn’t want to die in front of him.
Turns out, they both had the same thoughts...
But Mo Jun also knew that this was not what they truly wanted. If possible, they would want to be loved, to live well, to be happy.
Mo Jun didn’t want her tragedy to happen again to Xiaopu.
She grabbed her hand and asked, "Xiaopu, let me ask you, if Pei Yuanze also liked you, and would take good care of you, would you still choose to divorce him?"
Xiaopu was stunned, and then she shook her head, "That’s impossible, he doesn’t like me, he can’t possibly like me."
"I said if! If he likes you, would you divorce him?"
Xiaopu froze for a while before answering, "If he also liked me, of course... I wouldn’t divorce him..."
If two people loved each other, how could they get divorced?
But it was impossible for Pei Yuanze to like her, she knew this better than anyone.
But Mo Jun smiled, "Just having you say that is enough. Alright, it’s getting late, you should rest early. I won’t disturb you anymore."
Xiaopu didn’t understand her thoughts very well, but she didn’t ask any more questions. She just smiled and nodded, "Okay, you should rest early too."
After Mo Jun left Xiaopu’s room, she went to find Hao Yansen.