Was this what Lin Yu meant by not forcing her?
While she was asleep, he still used her as an antidote.
Su Wan suddenly started to rub those wounds crazily, wanting to wash them clean. But no matter how she washed them, she felt that she was very dirty.
It was only when her skin started to turn red and she was tired from scrubbing that Su Wan stopped what she was doing and covered her face to cry.
Why? Why would she encounter such a thing?
She couldn’t even figure out why it was Lin Yu.
However, Su Wan didn’t dare to cry too loudly. She could only try her best to lower her voice. In order to cover her cries, she even turned on the shower in the bathroom.
The sound of water and crying would not make Jing Chen suspicious.
After staying inside for about twenty minutes, there was a knock on the bathroom door. Jing Chen’s voice came from outside. “Wan wan, are you done showering? The bathroom is small. You’ll be oxygen deprived if you stay too long.”
Su Wan immediately stopped crying and tried her best to make her voice calm down. “I still need a while. Don’t worry, I’m fine. If anything happens, I’ll call you in time.”
“Okay, don’t take too long. I’m afraid something will happen to you.”
“Okay.”
After Su Wan replied, she felt as if she had lost her strength and her body slid down.
The water in the bathtub was already halfway to her neck.
Su Wan suddenly tried to drown herself in the water.
Including her mouth, nose, eyes, and forehead, she sank all of them into the water.
It was as if this way, she did not have to think about anything.
She felt suffocated.
After a short while, Su Wan’s head surfaced. Water bubbled and then she coughed violently, causing her face to turn red.
This was the first time Su Wan felt death.
But Su Wan still repeated her actions twice, wanting to control herself to stop thinking about what happened last night.
In the living room, Jing Chen kept looking at his watch and paying attention to the bathroom.
He knocked a second time, and Su Wan still told him to wait a little longer.
Alright, he would wait outside.
However, the repeated actions exposed his anxiety at this moment. There was even a hint of loneliness and sorrow on his face.
Actually, he had long sensed that something was wrong. From the moment he found Su Wan, to the car, then home, and Su Wan’s “I’m sorry”. He was confused and had a lot to ask, but when he saw her like that, he still held back.
He believed that Su Wan would tell him.
But he was also very afraid. At this moment, if he could, he hoped that he would never know.
Outside the door, there was a third knock. “Wan wan, are you done showering?”
“Soon. I’ll be out soon.” Su Wan quickly got up, dried her body, and put on her clothes. Then, she washed her face and replied calmly.
Fortunately, her clothes covered everything that needed to be covered. If she stood in front of Jing Chen, he probably could not tell.
After Su Wan tidied up, she opened the bathroom door. The moment the door opened, she saw Jing Chen standing at the door.
“How is it? Is your body warmer? Are you feeling unwell?” Jing Chen looked nervous.
“I’m warm. I don’t feel uncomfortable anywhere.” Su Wan shook her head.
Then, the two of them fell into a strange silence.
Jing Chen stared at Su Wan inquisitively, but he couldn’t say anything. He only said, “Then rest well. I’ll get you something to eat.”
“Okay.”
“…”
However, Jing Chen did not move immediately. He was waiting. He was waiting for Su Wan to say something.
But even so, Su Wan had no intention of saying anything, so Jing Chen could only go and get some food first.
Perhaps, she would tell him when they’re eating, or perhaps after they’re done eating… Su Wan would tell him at some point.
Soon, the dishes were served. They were all Su Wan’s favorites.
Jing Chen sat at the side and kept picking up food for Su Wan.
Su Wan looked at the table full of dishes, but she had no appetite at all. Her tears fell into the bowl.
“Wan wan…” Jing Chen pursed his lips. His heart ached when he looked at Su Wan. “Are these dishes not to your liking? I’ll change them immediately.”