Chapter 9: What is a God? [2]
The battlefield was completely destroyed, millions of humans and thousands of entities lost their lives. The humanity won that battle—at the cost of lives of all the brave warriors. The only one who was standing on that battlefield was The Person, slowly walking toward the corpses of his Comrades and loved ones.
His sword was covered in blood that was dried hours ago, his face was completely hidden behind his long hairs but his eyes were glowing pure white—maybe it was his Udana. Walking on the corpses of humans and those Filthy Entities, he knelt down on the support of his sword infront of his comrades corpse.
I can't understand, what is a God? Is God also an Entity? If that's the case....then it makes sense why he made us humans this weak. He thinks of us nothing more than lab rats, he wanted to test how far he can suffer a being....and for it—he made us..humans.
We are always overpowered by other kinds, they don't even believe in God..but are more stronger than us, have better talent...But we humans don't even show humanity to our own kind..we discriminate our own...on the base of their power,money,caste, religion and colour...And what we get in exchange?
Nothing....
We always accused on God, why you made us weak? Why we are suffering this much? Why we are worthless? Why we are even existing? Why you stole my loved ones? Why I'm not better than others? Always push ourselves in deep darkness and sorrow, thinking that God will save us.
But....will he? Is he even real?
Because there was no God in my life, no one who released me from my endless suffering. That's why, here I am...after killing millions.
Maybe I won the war, maybe I have defeated Entities Gods...but I have lost my everything...my wife, my kids, my Comrades and...my own kind.
Maybe if I get another chance to live, i will be glad...if it would be without suffering...I always wanted to live a normal life, raising my kids and loving my small family...but I was pushed in the war...by my own kinds...to become the protector of this multiverse, on the name of God...
That's why, there is no God for me.... because...i am myself the God....The protector of this multiverse...
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"Hey Leo, why are you blanking out?!" A voice of a girl, i remember this voice...it's Kami...I have to..WAKE UP!
Leon opens his eyes, Kami who was standing infront of him and observing him. Hiroshi was beside him and Ren was looking around the core of labyrinth.
"What happened?" Leon asked with a puzzled expression.
"You suddenly blank out after Raze and Selene leaves to their World by using this Core's power." Said Ren.
Agh, I remember saying goodbye to them but I can't remember how we reached here and how they used Core's power. Is it because I was daydreaming? No, if that was the case so how i remember saying goodbye...and whose memories are these? I didn't remember getting reincarnated before this life...Agh! It's so confusing... I didn't remember anything like that...but...this feeling...it's like that guy and I are connected somehow....from the surrounding where that guy was...I'm not even sure if he is from Present...
His eyes widen like he was slowly understanding things, does...does these memories are from past? From a whole different timeline...i remember seeing a grand battlefield...a battle on multiversal scale...and he said something about being a God... about the protector of multiverse...
"Leo, why the hell you are blanking out again?!" Said Kami as he smacked his head.
"Ouch...it hurts" said leon as he came out of his thoughts.
"It should hurt, we only have 3 hours left and we can't afford to waste time on this." Said Kami.
Sigh "You're right, let's move" said Leon.
"Excuse me, I think we don't have to move further" Said Ren.
"Why?" Said Hiroshi but, as he turn his head toward Ren—the portal was behind Ren.
"What?! We reached our destiny?!" Said the trio.
"Let's go already!" Ren said with a slight scared expression.
Then they all pass through the portal and returned to the ground of EHHS, the teacher who was standing there—listed their squad number in those who passed the first Trail. Then they all leaves to the cafeteria, Squad 4 was also in cafeteria. As they sees Ren alive and with squad 12, they started laughing.
"Oh so you are alive, Why are you so obsessed on wasting your parents money?" Said the light purple hair girl from Squad 4, all of them started laughing on Ren.
Ren looks down, i already know this will happen...they will bully me again and I can't do anything, other than enduring. My Family is not so rich, my sister works hard so much just to pay my fees... I can't stop just because these rich bastards are bullying me.
That girl walks toward Ren and holds his chin to make him look at her in eyes. "Oh, where you got this much attitude to ignore me?" Said girl with a mischievous grin. "I...I'm...I'm sorry.." said Ren in a low voice.
"You better feel sorry." Girl said with a sadistic grin.
"Why the hell you are with this Squad 12... Specially with this No mana brat." Said the Girl with slight annoyed expression.
"I think we are same aged so...brat is too much" leon smiles and gives a hand,
"Anyway, nice to meet you. I'm Leon",
Girl looks at him with disgust but suddenly her eyes widen by seeing all dark but two glowing pure white eyes behind him, her body started shaking. Then she hold Ren's hand, "let's go, I will punish you somewhere else!".
*Sigh* that's why I hate rich kids. They all are spoiled and don't see the impact of their words or actions on others. Why i cares, it's not my problem anyway.