The original owner would always be nervous and scared, but at the same time, she was looking forward to it. Anyway, like the way she got along with other men and women, she was very reserved in matters of love. Although she liked him, she was a little disgusted and avoided doing such things.
Every time, only after the children slept in the middle of the night did they start their busy and chaotic lives as husband and wife.
She would get nervous and couldn’t let go whereas he would hold it in for too long. It was terrifying to think about it now— not only would it not be a good experience, but it would also leave a deep shadow on both sides.
After repeating this pattern a few times, they didn’t end up conferring with each other. Although he tried to guide her after he got a bit more mature, she got even more afraid and resisted when it was too big. She merely did it to fulfil her obligations to her husband, so the process was still unpleasant.
This made it rather troubling especially when the woman rejected the man.
But the funny thing was that she didn’t know whether she was too fertile or he was too capable. Every time they did it, she could get pregnant.
Now, Lin Lan was also nervous and stressed, worried that the married life between the two of them would be terrifying.
There’s no way, the shadow over her was too traumatising.
She placed the water bowl on the table and sat down, drinking water with her head bowed as she refused to make eye contact with him.
Han Qingsong looked at her with lowered eyebrows and a quiet look. He couldn’t help but glance at her as he wanted to reach out and touch her face.
Just when he was about to stretch out his hand, Lin Lan raised her head and asked him, “When will we put the beams up?”
With her suddenly raising her head , Han Qingsong didn’t know why but it felt like he was being caught for doing something bad, so he immediately picked up the bowl and drank water.
Then he calmly said, “The day after tomorrow.”
Lin Lan hesitated for a moment before she smiled and said, “You’re not going to check the date?”
Han Qingsong, “There’s nothing to investigate, it’s better to just go with the flow.”
Lin Lan, “About that…”
Han Qingsong, “Did you find someone to check the date?”
Lin Lan was afraid that he would blame her for her belief in superstition and immediately shook her head, “No, no, how could I find someone? I don’t even know anyone like that.”
Han Qingsong said, “If you didn’t check, then we’ll just do it whenever.”
“Father and eldest brother helped us check,” Lin Lan said quickly.
This anti-feudal superstition issue was being talked about from the Commune to the village. He was someone from the Public Security Bureau, so would he think that she’s holding them back?
Han Qingsong knew that he was talking about his father-in-law and eldest brother-in-law, so he asked, “Which day?”
Lin Lan whispered, “The tenth day of August,” She was a little guilty.
On the tenth day of August, they would be busy with the autumn harvest.
Han Qingsong seemed a little troubled.
Lin Lan immediately said, “Actually, it’s okay to check the day or not, they’re just saying it anyways. If you don’t believe in it, other people would merely blame it on us not checking the calendar the moment we have the slightest of problems after living in the house.”
It’s like when she got married. Because she didn’t marry according to the calendar’s prosperous dates, the old lady held a grudge on her and scolded her for as long as she could remember. Apparently, she was blamed for Old Lady Han’s headaches as well. Now that the fourth child had been arrested, she would no doubt be pinning the blame on her.